as i was 17 years old, i have had also cancer. mine was a very seldom one.
so the doctors have had not realy much experience in this one.
after i was told by the doctors, that i need a chemotherapy, we where very
shocked. we needed our time to disscuse, if we make this therapy or not.
my mother surched for many alternatives therapies, like homöopathie ect.
but then, i decided to gonna have this therapy.
so i have had 4 zyklen from the chemotherapy.
it was a hard time. i was between life and daying.
i have read at this time some good books.
one was from mother theresa, the other one, was from
elisabeth-kübler-ross.
she is a very knowing writer.
how she describe the death, its realy unbelievable.
she work with people also childreen and stand beside them while there are
leaving this world.
after i have read her book, i didnt had fear to die.
but, also i have read the book from mother theresa.
she wrotes about the life, god and all the great things what we have in our world.
so at least i knew , that i dont want to go so early.
its not easy to write this all in english.
but i hope, dear hanna, you understand what i want to
tell you with this messages.
i realy can understand you, how you feel and think.
but life is worth thinking about your decision twice.
you are too jung to leave this world...
think abotu it...till this point you have done
so great hannah ! go also the last step.
take all your power for this last step, please try it.
i am sure, if you have done it, you will have
a good life. try to think positive.
good bless you and your family.
i send you my power and love.
wish you all the best.

bye nicola