Amoklauf von Emsdetten: Das Tagebuch von Sebastian B.

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13.11.2006
Today I passed the point of no return. I shot my muzzle loaders the first time and fuck - THAT SHIT WORKS! This sawed off Shotgun kicks ass amn… Also I got 10 more .22 bullets, which makes a total of 48 .22’s. 20.11.2006 will be my big ass ENDING!

16.11.2006
I just gave S. my G3 SAS with all its stuff. He probably think I’m an idiot because all that stuff costs new more than 400€! But hey… I don’t need my Byby any more! I did my biggest AS Games with my G3! It’s better to give it to a TASTE Member then sell it to any idiot.

17.11.2006
In 3 days it’s all over. People will be lying dead on school grounds, the school will be burning and my brain will be blewn out! I just went to GSS to see if every body will be there when the shit starts. And yes! They will!
I’m not a fucking psycho! It’s not Airsoft or music that makes me killing people, it’s you! Airsoft helped my to hit what I’m aiming! Music helped me when I was fuckin’ down.

All I want now is killing, hating, and scaring as much people as possible!
Sometimes I write shit in English because I want everybody to understand what the hell I’m talking about.

19.11.2006
This is the last evening I will ever see. I should be happy about all this, but somehow I’m not. It’s my familiy… They are all good people and I will hurt them tomorrow. It’s sad to know I won’t see them again after tomorrow morning. To those I love: I’m very sorry about all this.

I never had a girlfriend. I never kissed a girl… but wait, there was this wannabe Gothis chick… don’t lik these… but I was drunk, so fuck that! I’n not gay! I don’t think it’s a problem if anyone is lesbian or gay, but I’m not. I like Jill, from Resident Evil Apocalypse and 3 Nemesis. Tgast’s why I call my sawed off .22 “Jill”. The 12 Gouge is the “BFG” and the .45 is “Mister Pästerich”, named after Homer Simpsons gun. I like the Simpsons. I don’t like comics at all, but I love the Simpsons and spawn comics.